Just a DAY :)

Today,auntie treated us at gelato. She wanted to celebrate her's birthday. Quite nice gathering:)
We ordered a lotttttttttttt of foods!
OhGOSH. My stomach will explode soon!
46kg is waiting for me,AAA!

FOGGY DAY

MYDAY

PIZZA

CHICKEN SANDWICH

FULL.

ME AND SHARLEEN :)

xx,Velencia

Dream High 드림하이 ● DREAMING ● Song Sam Dong x Go Hye Mi

My dream

I keep dreaming when will I be a great chef pastry with a cute white clothes and tally hat.
I am in a little colourful kitchen with a lot of creams,butters,cherries,cakes,breads.
Ohmygosh. This is the true heaven for me.
Wheennnnnnnnn wheennnn whenn the time will comee. LORD! :)

“Dreaming. -- Either one does not dream at all, or one dreams in an interesting manner. One must learn to be awake in the same fashion: -- either not at all, or in an interesting manner.”

A little girl who keep dreaming and wishing,

Velencia

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One Less Lonely Girl - Justin Bieber 23rd April 2011 Jakarta, Indonesia ...

B.L.U.E

TEARS

Good days for you but NOT for me.
I try to cheer everything.
Cheers my mood. Cheers my day.
Acts cheerful in front of everyone.

But. . deep deep inside my heart. I'm disappointed enough.
I don't know where should I start to write.
I get my puzzled-feeling, puzzle-minded,puzzle-hearted.
Believe me,noone can feel like what I feel now.
Even though I share it to anyone, you guys will just laugh and think I'm immature,sensitive and stupid.

Well, I got jealous. I got envy.
Not because of "BOYFRIEND" *Well,I'm still single happy ;D*
But.. because of my BESTFRIEND.
Yeah, little bit awkward.

Hft.
14 June 2011-Someone's birthday.
The day I knew wth, the day I realized sth. The day, I was sad enough. The day I got jealous enough and the day I would never FORGET.
Let's us compare about this someone's birthday and my birthday.
Where is much precious for you?
On her's birthday you gave her a cute-nice-photo.
On my birthday? NOTHING.
On her's birthday you gave her a simple-precious-meaningful bracelet.
On my birthday? NOTHING.
On her's birthday, you keep trying to give her a simple suprise although her's birthday had passed.
On my birthday? NOTHING.

Ohmyahusajfl, I'm not wishing about your cute present,precious gudget,chubby dool,nice picture,a big suprise.NO.Once more, I'm not HOPING OR WISHING FOR THOSE.
I can understand, she is your close friend, she is your good listener when you got some problems, she helped you when you were in needed, She was so meaningful for you. Such a pretty-creative-nice-smart girl.
I'm just hoping;a simple hope. PLEASE UNDERSTAND MY FEELING AS YOUR BESTFRIEND. You did nothing special on my birthday, NOTHING. Once more,to be honest I'm not wishing for any materials and suprises.NO. Having you in my life is GOOD ENOUGH. But think, there's a big comparation right between me as your bestfriend and HER as your ... sigh. I don't know what should I type.

YES, Maybe I'm too too too selfish.
The funniest thing is I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S ON MY THIS SELFISH MIND.
Am I too selfish? Am I too sensitive? Am I too easy  to get jealous? Am I Am I Am I. TOO MEANINGLESS for you?

I don't know.
You keep commenting me.
You keep praising her.
Commenting me,praising her,commenting me,praising her.
YOU KNOW, I'M TIRED ENOUGH.
Sometimes, you make everything is ruined.

I always try to say the truth with you.
But I don't  have brave enough.
Please understand my feelings.
Just little bit,can't you?
I am so thankful and appreciate it if you do.
But, one thing that never changed. I DO LOVE YOU:)



Sorry and Thankyou.
Big love for you,

Velencia :)