A shower of confusion

Today, I'm totally messed up! Again, senior high school is perfectly killing me. I realize, I keep complaining the-same-thing again and again, but this is really what I feel. I'm stressed out, depressed, frustrated, and oppresed. I CAN HARDLY FIND SOMETHING INTERESTING HERE.
2 days ago, I received my questionnaire majors. It was bloodily tortured me. What should I choose;science or social, what should I hear;heart or mind, what should I do;move forward or stay confusion, I DON'T HAVE ANY IDEAS........ But, I will choose the best decision for myself and I will never regret it, I SWEAR! :>

IT IS NOT EASY,BUT IT IS WORTH IT
now repeat that everyday...